By Blessing Udeobasi
Former Big Brother Naija housemate, Isilomo has narrated how ego made her make a decision that wasn’t working for her thereby complicating her life and causing her regrets.
She also lamented that ego made her stay in Lagos State even when she knew it was not working for her while also adding that she could have been in Abuja and accessed all her blessings much sooner.
Isilomo while sharing her throwback pictures recalled when she was a “pseudo-celebrity” adding that she was sure she could have been among the top 4 on the big brother show if she wasn’t taken out early.
“Throw back but make it story time.
“I remember these or this period to be a time when I took the most beautiful photos of my life , the good old days of being a pseudo celebrity.
“The truth ? I was dieing, why ? EGO dears . I was so sure that if they didn’t take me out I would have been in the top 4 (who told me that) , my pride was hurt because I also had to be the first leave . EGO because isi could afford 12k manicure and still have money for a decent and may be even a Lux meal on the same day and won’t feel it , the same isi was now doing 1 kobo 2 kobo …for like six months (OMO).
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“EGO made me stay in Lagos when I knew it was not working for me, I could have been in Abuja and accessed all my blessings much sooner.
“EGO is the thing that complicates most of our lives , it’s a pressure you put on yourself , it doesn’t allow you live in the moment , it won’t allow you be present and that’s where you miss it.
“I learned (the hard way ) just how much of my ego was me and how so much of my confidence was attached to it . Needless to say I’m still a very very very proud person but now I have no EGO and my life is so much better for it .” She wrote on her Instagram page.
The reality star therefore urged people not to put pressure on themselves, noting that ego complicates things in people’s lives.